While in the hospital trying to grasp that both my fallopian tubes were removed, a portion of my bowel was found in the biopsy, so now I had to prepare for another surgery. Dr. Keenan came in to tell me this and I was just in shock. Now, my family and I were not just concerned about me being infertile, but about me surviving. Dr. Keenan wanted to see if my bowel could heal on its own and thanks be to God it did! After being in the hospital 6 days, I got to go home Christmas Eve with very strict guidelines that I call and report my temperatures, that had to be taken every four hours. My view point on life changed when I realized how blessed I was to just be alive. Being infertile no longer seemed like the worst possible thing that could ever happen.